Tuesday, 29 April 2014

Are micros the invaders?

I feel most of us are aware of the term ‘micro-economics’. Those who don’t, let me acquaint you with the term that implies the study of economic behaviour, related to small economic units of the nation.  This article doesn’t constitute further explanation of that branch in the economics. It contains a term named ‘micro-happiness’ which is quite in a partnership with ‘micro-economics.’ How?

Some moments in our lives are so cherish able and magical. They don’t include bagging a cash prize or buying a bungalow or driving proudly a BMW. These are material happiness, which can’t invade your heart for a long period of time. Money is the source for our livelihood. It is a first-aid box to all our financial problems. But, it cannot be the dictator of our lives! Dictator of our lives is pure happiness, which comes from within as well as from our surrounding. It includes awalk in an early dawn, talking merrily withour family members, enjoying a bear hug with our best buddies, letting our eyes enjoy the first drops of monsoon and so on. These are the most precious moments but yet contemplated as ‘small’ things.  They are like our shadows, trying to cast some magic in our lives but most of the times are left unnoticed.  As ‘micro-economics’ studies small economic units, similarly, ‘micro-happiness’ studies the small yet the beautiful moments of our lives. Hence, they should be prioritized sometimes above our busy schedules and must be enjoyed to the maximum. Maybe they can bring a smile on our faces during stressful situations and can act as a bonus for minimising our tensions.

Last but not the least; it is not a compulsion to conquer the world. Conquering and spreading out goodness definitely acts as a feather on the cap!

Thursday, 24 April 2014

Tickets to our world

I heard the tinkling of the bells hanging in the shape of W above the curtains and my heart started beating faster. She was entering into the main hall from the kitchen with a tray held in her hands. I had seen her photos on Facebook but she looked prettier in person.Her hair was left open and she was wearing a pink coloured salwaar kameez. A pink coloured bindi was placed perfectly on her forehead, spaced proportionately between her dark eyebrows. Her bangles made soft sounds when her grip grew tighter on the edges of the tray. She scanned me from top to bottom and placed the tray on the table. Her scanning look made me nervous.

“My lovely daughter Roshni” her mom said with great admiration. Mrs Varma and Mr Varma, Roshni’s parents, were sitting across on a black sofa. I smiled when Mrs.Varma made that lovely daughter comment. Roshnipicked a cup of tea and offered to me saying, “Chai”

I thanked her and took it, praying that she didn’t notice my trembling hands. She offered two cups of tea to her parents and they accepted it happily.

“Roshni pursues to become a writer” her mom said proudly when Roshni sat on a chair beside me. “She has started working on her first book!”

I looked towards her but she kept looking down. Her fingers were entwined together on her lap.

“You are a software engineer right?” Roshni’s Dad asked me, looking at me as if he was the principal and caught me red-handed while bunking lectures.

“Yes I am” I replied, giving him a proper eye contact, “right now I am working in Kolkata.”

From the corner of my eye I saw Roshni looking at me blankly.

“Oh, that’s nice!” her mom exclaimed, nudging her husband and giving him ‘he-is-the-right-guy’ look, “Roshni loves Pussar silk sarees.”

“It’s Tussar silk sarees mom” Roshni corrected her.

“Well” I interjected and Roshni’s mom looked at me expectantly. Her dad’s expression was however blank.

“If you all don’t mind, can I talk to Roshni in private?”

Roshni was now staring at me and her dad didn’t say anything. Her mom suddenly stood up, as if a spring was attached on the sofa’s surface and said brightly, “Why not?”

Roshni stood up and left the room. Her mom gestured me to follow her and I did. Roshniwas now in her room, sitting cross-legged on the bed and looking outside the window. I guessed it was her room because I saw her childhood photos on the walls and a type-writer on her desk. The room gave me a warm and positive feeling.

I sat beside her on the bed and in order to strike up a conversation, I said, “Nice room”

“Thank You” she muttered, still looking outside the window.

I took a deep breath and slowly started telling her about my hobbies and interests. I tried to tell her everything which she should know about me. She kept quiet and listened. But didn’t utter a single word.

Finally I said, “Do you want to share anything with me?”

Now she looked at me and I looked back in her eyes. Her jet black eyes weren’t happy.

“Look” she said, turning towards me with her cross-legged position, “I can’t marry you”

I was a bit surprised but told myself to be patient. She continued, “I read your entire profile when you sent me a request on Facebook. We have no similarities in common. You like Hollywood movies and I like Bollywood. You watch thriller movies and I like to watch romantic-comedy. You don’t like much of reading and for me, reading is my passion. Our horoscopes match but not our personalities. Then how can I marry you?”

I tried to interrupt but again she continued in a mournful voice, “I was always in favour of love marriages. At least we have the privilege of not marrying strangers! But my parents forced me to do arrange marriage. My life is in ruins now!”

I listened patiently to her ‘arrange marriages suck!’ theory and said after she kept quiet , “I want some time to think. Can I meet you tomorrow?”

She nodded, not looking at me. I got up from her bed and went.

 

I was kneeling in front of her and she looked at me in surprise. We were in her bedroom and she was wearing a maroon coloured salwaar kameez today. I took her right hand and said slowly, looking into her jet black eyes, “My heart consists of seven continents. They are films, hobbies, jobs, books, automobiles, future homes and love. My ideas in these seven continents represent the population in each. Unfortunately, the population is quite low. But if I am lucky enough to fetch your ideas and mix those with mine, then the population would be on a tremendous increase. More population means more opinions, more opinions mean more development, and more development would lead to growth and finally a successful life of mine. So do you want me to book your tickets for exploring my seven continents? Do you want to have a world tour with me that would last for our entire lifetime?”

After saying this I looked down for a second and then looked up. She was beaming at me and tears were running down her cheeks. I panicked and was about to say sorry but she hushed me and said, “I am obliged to join a world tour, beginning with a cup of coffee at CCD. Would you like to join me?”

I stood up and my legs were paining a bit. Now I was holding both her hands and smiled. “Of course I would”

She wiped the tears from her cheeks and gestured me to move forward. We were holding hands and after we left her house she said sweetly, “Actually, the world tour is going to encompass fourteen continents.”

Tuesday, 22 April 2014

My immortal friend



Dear God,


                I have an immense faith in you that you must be reading my letter. As you are already acquainted by my friend's entry into your world, I just want to share some things with you, hoping that through your eternal power, you would pass on to her whatever iam writing to you. Gracia would always be like my immortal friend. Even though we two used to reside in different places, I could rebuild my happiness by feeling her smell at my home, just after she lost her earthly existence. We both were tied by an invisible knot. I loved to massage her limbs and she used to wag her tail in immense pleasure. I also used to trouble her sometimes. Do apologize to her on my behalf. I used to pretend that I have something edible in my hand and enacted that I am throwing something towards her, her eyes following my actions, wondering where the food has gone! I then grinned at her and stuck out my tongue, followed by a word ‘patchka!’ in Hindi. 


I enjoyed going with her for a walk, her body swaying from left to right, her head turning towards me in intervals, just ensuring that I am safely trolling behind her. I loved it when her ears stood in an erect position, whenever I called out “Gracia!” To click her pictures was the most tedious part. Even though we called out her name hundred times, she never used to look directly towards the camera. I feel that dogs are not that photogenic!


Her triumph and excitement when my sister used to tie the leash around her neck for the walk always made me feel that there is no tomorrow. Jumping and panting, she showed more vigour that Rapunzel who was liberated from that tower after eighteen years! I laugh endlessly when I recollect that scene. For me, Gracia would always be my immortal friend because she would be as fresh in my memory just as the rising sun. She loved me unconditionally and I loved her back in the same way. Now I love her beautiful experiences which she shared with me.



My sweetheart:

You will take the form of an eternal presence in my heart, untouched by time and space. Distances would vaporize and tears would stick to my eyelashes when I will remember you. But with a smile I would say, as if you are right there hearing me: I love you Gracie and always will!

Tuesday, 8 April 2014

Unconditional Love

Days get filled with colours

Heart sings a new song

Our mind fears those errors

Yet the passion breathes ever long!


Concern becomes a prime key

Presence paints a smile

Chatting with a cup of tea

Happiness is blooming for a while!


Talks become endless

Heart flies with the wings

Actions become fearless

Ocean deep is the song an angel sings!


Thorns gradually take birth

Tears create a mark on book

Crystal gets attached to some dirt

Brightness is what the love took!


Sorrows don't create the sun

Space is the golden gift

Mind searches for the old fun

Life takes a sudden shift!


True love is not about possession

It caters to care for someone

Don't get disheartened by rejection

Heart craves for the happiness of special one!

Saturday, 5 April 2014

School days!:')

           I know you can’t talk. I know you can’t breathe. I know you are a non-living thing as a whole! But I always had this question lingering in my mind, ‘Do you ever feel my absence?’ Well, I guess not. But I can’t deny the fact that walls do hear. I have heard people saying this. Its constant recurrence by the people doesn’t make it a fact but I like to put it down that way. So if any two teachers had been in a conversation, describing how bad they were feeling to bade farewell to the tenth grade, I wish desperately that the walls of my second home must have heard the conversation, even if not entirely, but at least the last words: To bade farewell to the tenth grade. The batch that honoured my existence in my school last year.

                  I don’t exist in my school any longer. It has been one year since I left my school and dreamt of dreams encircling mycollege life. I do love my college but not getting the chance to ever sit in my class again and study on those wooden tables, waters my eyes. The bell, music to my ears, which denotes the end of the class wouldn’t create an echo in my ears anymore. It’s impossible to feel the same protective layer, which used to tower above my head all the time, like an umbrella. It seems that the special umbrella has flown away with the winds of time. The everyday assembly encompassing prayers and beautiful activities has just become a remembrance. I used to feel them boring before but now I miss them so much! My skin is not fortunate enough to cover itself with the smooth material of my uniform. Those days have gone. I wouldn’t be able to feel the pleasure of letting my house win any longer. I am missing the pride wherein the monitor badge was pinned up graciously on my uniform and I used to walk as if I were the president!

                         Those days can never come back. The days where I was made capable to mould my personality. The days of success and glory, underlined with the feeling of innocence. They are worth to cherish and be unforgotten.  These memories are just the post up notes stuck on my heart. Important and most importantly, difficult to avoid!      

Friday, 4 April 2014

Search for a smile..

Kevin, are you awake?

After two minutes, the phone vibrates. Kevin’s message pops up on the screen.

Hey! What’s up?

(Typing...)

Nothing much....So what are u doing?

Chatting!;)

Sammy takes a deep breath. She wants to open up everything to Kevin, as he is her best friend. Her fingers moving quickly, she replies:

I had a huge fight with the brat....

Kevin’s two messages popped up instantly.

Your boyfriend?

Why don’t you just leave him?

Sammy’s hands trembled with anger. She spoke as she replied; imagining Kevin was right in front of her:

You gone nuts?! Hugh is the love of my life!!! I just can’t leave him. What the hell would I do without him? So much of pain I took to impress him! He is a really nice guy....but these fights keep on recurring....help me so that I can make him understand....staying away from him is like a dagger in my heart....bringing tears and snatching away happiness.....:’(((

It took few seconds for Kevin to understand the entire message. As he read it, the only thing that came in his mind was: You are the one whose gone nuts Sammy. Being such a melodramatic. It sucks.

After five to ten minutes, Sammy’s phone vibrated. She opened the message with her heart beating violently. Above Kevin’s text message was an image sent by him. Sammy clicked on it.

The image opened, portraying Sammy in a pink dress, beaming at the camera. Her handswere on her hips and her left leg was slightly bent at its knee. Her hair was left open, dancing with the wind.It was a picture from her seventh grade. She looked more bubbly and sweet. She recollected that Kevin had taken this picture of hers, not due to the obvious fact that it had been sent by him seconds before, but because the background displayed the dark walls of a tunnel, which was their ‘secret hiding.’

Sammy smiled at the picture of hers and scrolled down the screen to read Kevin’s message.  The moment she read it, a tear slipped through her left cheek.

You can choose whether to laugh or cry.....if you were smiling that time without that ‘brat’ in your life....so why not now?

A moment later, another message popped up on the top of screen. It was again from Kevin. She clicked on it instantly.

There are 6,775,235,842 people in the world....letting one of them ruin your life???

: DDD